Now you think
That you know
What’s going on inside
The moving picture show
All you see is a shadow of projection
What I feel
How I live
The motives driving me
The things I had to give
Lying still in a limbo of rejection
It wasn’t long before I knew
The awful story in plain view
The hand that wrote upon the wall belonged to you
It wasn’t just a different page
So many little things I did inspired such rage
You must have known it, too.
When we met
It was Fate
We had hopes
That it was not too late
We were pulled by a chemical attraction
I was I.
You were you.
We both did exactly what we had to do
A simple, equal and opposite reaction.
I can’t despise you, you were right
It’s best to keep me out of sight
I couldn’t help myself.
You couldn’t empathize.
I’m strong but still I lost control
I did things that I’ve often told the others
Not to do. You saw it all as lies.
Which drop of acid got me wet?
I taste you in each cigarette
But I don’t regret one second, anyhow.
I took my shirt off in the rain
I’m not afraid to feel more pain
And I’d do it all again, even now