Sunday, December 24, 2023

Wordle Comment for December 22, 2023

Wordle 916 4/6

⬛⬛⬛🟨⬛ ELITE 87 29 187
⬛🟨⬛⬛⬛ STAMP 67 10 36
🟩⬛🟩🟩⬛ TRUCK 87 79 1
🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 TOUCH 99 🫂

I started the game without a word in mind. I looked for a word I like and hit upon ELITE. My youngest of three was a student at Elite Gymnastics as a young girl. If you've been involved with gymnastics, you know it requires total commitment of both child and parents to reach a competitive level. M was talented and could probably have developed to be on a college team but she wearied of it around age 13. We supported her decision. She became a high school cheer leader, the one at the top of the pyramid of girls. She's now married with two children and is still close to one of her friends from gymnastics. 

ELITE was unlucky and STAMP was even worse. (I won't get into my nerd hobbies here). I felt a bit lost but I decided a word beginning with TR (the other two letters in STARE) might be fruitful. Not only, but it was very LUCKY! TOUCH was the obvious solution.

Song of the Day: "Touch Me" The Doors (1969).

https://youtu.be/RrDsSPtZOu4?si=IKAHGsAk5RgNbqn9

WordleBot
Skill 85/99
Luck 39/99
Streak 148

Wordle Comment for December 21, 2023

Wordle 915 5/6

⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ HONOR 81 12 862
⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ SERVE 54 15 222
⬛🟨⬛🟨⬛ CLAIM 97 35 13
🟩🟩🟩🟩⬛ BUILD 99 72 1
🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 BUILT 99 🧱

WordleBot
Skill 88/99
Luck 34/99
Streak 147

After visiting the World War 2 Museum yesterday, I opened today with HONOR since SERVICE and SACRIFICE have too many letters. In 1940 the UK was the only free democracy in Europe and Asia still standing and US voters were evenly divided over whether we should stand with them. It was only after Pearl Harbor that we became united against the Axis and millions began to SERVE, my Dad being one. Dad had no CLAIM to fame- he was a newly married high school math teacher when his draft notice arrived. He became an Army Air Corp supply officer who was shipped to northern India with a unit tasked to BUILD an airfield for B-29 bombers. The war ended before it was BUILT and Dad's unit was shipped back home. He then used the GI Bill to go to grad school and go on to become a college professor. He remained in the Air Force Reserve and retired as a full Colonel. With my Mom as his partner, he BUILT a career and a family.

My game was pretty DICEY but I got there!

Song of the Day: "We BUILT this city" Starship (1985).

https://youtu.be/K1b8AhIsSYQ?si=QIraZ_-h7Nalm9wJ





Mary Lou's birthday

December 20 was also Mary Lou's 69th birthday. To celebrate, Jenny, Mary Lou and I went to New Orleans for the afternoon. We had lunch at Peche, an upscale seafood grill with delicious offerings and afterward visited the National World War Ii Museum. Although I know WW2 history pretty well, revisiting it at a first class Museum was moving as well as thought provoking. The parallels between the Nazis and the MAGAs was sobering.

Wordle Comment for December 20, 2023

Wordle 914 4/6

⬛🟨⬛⬛⬛ EARTH 90 30 160
⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ ORBIT 48 18 59
🟩⬛⬛⬛⬛ SPUNK 94 31 3 
🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 SMALL 71 82     

I joined @CouchPumpkin and @Julia today in playing the two word opener EARTH ORBIT. This led me into a game where my Luck and SKILL scores fluctuated wildly. Playing in soft mode after 700+ hard mode games takes getting used to- the tendency is to follow hard mode rules rather than utilize the freedom and flexibility of soft mode. Hence, for guess 3 I had to force myself to consider words without an A. After rightfully dissing ORBIT (a word I'm fond of), he was quite pleased with SPUNK. SPUNK also got my highest luck score up to that point, a sizzling 31. Interestingly, with only 3 words left SMALL was rated very lucky and not so skillful. The other two were SCALY and SCALD. What would you have picked?

Song of the Day. No, I wouldn't subject you to "It's a small world." Just mentioning it may be enough to start it going in your head. And while focusing on the it, the word SMALL started to sound strange on my head. So, let's push all that away with "SMALL Town" by John Mellencamp (1985).

https://youtu.be/0CVLVaBECuc?si=3HDxFQYuNPslyycu

WordleBot
Skill 69/99
Luck 40/99
Streak 146

Wordie Comment December 18. 2023

Wordle 912 4/6*

⬛⬛⬛⬛🟨 BATON WL 167
🟨🟩⬛⬛⬛ NURSE 13
🟩🟩🟩⬛🟩 FUNKY 1
🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 FUNNY 🤣

Seeing many games where people guessed BATON before BACON inspired me to open with BATON and guess ROUGE 2nd, if possible. ROUGE didn't work out in hard mode, so I looked for a word with RSE and N. The BOT said leaving 13 was unlucky but I was born on the 13th of July and always considered 7 and 13 to be my lucky numbers. NURSE gave ne the opportunity to play FUNKY and I wasn't going to miss it. That left only FUNNY. 

FUNKY sent my mind off on an early morning musical and cultural tangent that overrode FUNNY. I associate FUNKY with the R&B music that flourished in the 1960s and generated the FUNK genre; but, the FUNNY thing about FUNK and FUNKY (terms with a history going way back) is they can convey judgments both very positive (coolly unconventional) and very negative (old, shabby and smelly). 

I'm a big fan of Dyke and the Blazers who had a string of minimalist funky R&B hits in the mid 1960s. Sadly, Dyke (born Arlester Christian) was killed by a gunshot in 1971. His best known song, "Funky Broadway" was more famously covered by Wilson Pickett but for the Song of the Day I chose "We got more soul (1968), a song that boldly expresses the pride and anger of a black man in the Sixties. 

https://youtu.be/10br313f228?si=wlrr9-orO5y4Y6uD

WordleBot
Skill 94/99
Luck 46/99
Streak 144

Thursday, December 14, 2023

I really should write here regularly.


A Comment on Wordle:

I grew up in Athens, Georgia. I left in 1976 and have never lived there again, yet, I still consider it home. I visited my parents and friends there several times a year until my Dad died in 2006. After that I started visiting my Mom more often. Happily, circumstances allowed me to go every month for a long weekend. She passed away in 2015. I was estate executor so I still went regularly until that was completed. I don't go often now but I still have more close friends in Athens than here where we've lived since 1982. Athens is always in my heart.

Thursday, September 14, 2023

A new SLANT

Wordle 817 5/6*

⬛⬛🟨🟨⬛ SLANT WL 89
🟨🟨⬛🟨🟩 ORGAN 6
🟨⬛🟨🟨🟩 ACORN 3
⬛🟩🟨🟩🟩 BARON 2
🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 RAYON 👻

After hundreds of games starting with STARE, I decided to risk missing an Ace by trying a different starter. I went with one of the Bot's 99 Skill favorites which to my relief eliminated STARE. Things progressed well with ORGAN and I decided to take another chance with ACORN, believing it would be a great early Autumn choice by editor TB, even though it wasn't the most efficient eliminator. Now I was looking at BARON and RAYON (but not the Bot's beloved RADON) and... well, you can see how it worked out. But life and my streak go on. 

❤️🚫🌰🚫🤖🚫🍀❤️

Song of the Day: "When something is wrong with my baby" (Sam and Dave, 1967)

@Beth White requested a song by R&B immortals Sam and Dave to recognize Sam and her friend Dave who survived being hit by a car while riding his bicycle. As it happens, I take requests. (I also have experienced being hit while bicycling and that wasn't even my worst bike wreck, but that's another story.) My first dance with my youngest at her wedding reception was to this song.

https://youtu.be/qj6pjuSqtK0?si=sGoMy1iYgjdkb0dr

WordleBot
Skill 82/99
Luck 44/99
Streak

Monday, August 28, 2023

Southern Accent

 Southern Accent is the prospective name of a new band I'm working with. My friend, Bruce Williams, recommended me to a group what was looking for a guitarist. I spoke to Natalie Sharp, the vocalist on the phone. She explained the band's genre is Swamp Pop and sent me a list of songs they were working up. I knew the term Swamp Pop but had only a vague idea (that turned out to be wrong) of what it was. Swamp Pop is white people performing songs in the tradition of Fats Domino and classic R&B songs from the STAX catalog, e.g., These arms of mine, Don't let the green grass fool you, Walking the Dog, Who's making love? along with others like Hi Heel Sneakers and various country tunes that fit the style somewhat. I particularly enjoyed learning Patsy Cline's iconic Crazy. I find it easy to relate to the songs and am benefitting from the stimulation of learning and practicing them and developing rapport with my down-to-earth colleagues who live in the Prarieville/St. Amant area south of Baton Rouge. I needed this to get me out of my reclusive rut.

Many Wordlers took WRITE as an admonition.

Wordle 800 3/6* 

🕊🟨🕊🟨🟩 STARE WL 16 
   🟨🟩🟩🕊🟩 TRIBE 1 
   🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 WRITE 🕊 

With the auspicious result of my go to starter, I looked at 3 possible answers: ROUTE, TRIBE and WRITE. I suspected Tracy, being an editor, would choose WRITE but after reflection, I discounted ROUTE and decided to guess TRIBE. My wish for getting both words into my grid was realized. 

The invention of writing was a unifying factor that gave tribes a powerful identity and led them to become nations. Muhammad, PEACE be upon him, admired his monotheistic Jewish and Christian neighbors, People of the Book, with their TORAH and BIBLE. Being inspired but illiterate, he dictated the QURAN to Zayd ibn Thabit who was able to put it into writing. And the rest is ongoing history. Peace be upon all of us. ❤️🕊❤️ 

WordleBot 
Skill 96/99 
Luck 80/99 
Streak 35

Monday, August 14, 2023

What's with those cellphone dysfunction dreams?

I dreamed I was visiting West Virginia University with some old Athens friends including Kate Pierson. I got separated from my friends and I wandered around at length through various rooms including an auditorium and book store looking for a staircase we'd come down. I was trying to call Mary Lou but my cellphone wouldn't go to the correct screen. Finally, I found Kate. I asked her. "Who else is with us?" She replied, "You're not with us." Very strange! 

I have similar recurring dreams every month or two. 

Sunday, August 6, 2023

The Bad Joke Fish

 Wordle 777 4/6*


Manga Dreams


I have a photo of my middle daughter wearing a Sailor Moon hoodie. She and her older sister were big into MANGA and ANIME during their teen years. When I had the choices down to ANIME and ANODE, I wanted the fantasy world to win out over the electrode. I said to myself, "Surely the editor would pick the fun, creative, imaginative word over the boring one." The only song I can think of mentioning anything like an ANODE is "Monster Mash" by Bobby "Boris" Pickett, which happened to be the 1st single I owned. Somehow I still have it.


⬛⬛🟨⬛🟩 STARE 96/60/46

🟩🟩⬛⬛🟩 ANGLE 99/76/2

🟩🟩⬛⬛🟩 ANIME 99/18/1

🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 ANODE 99/-/🏌‍♀️


"The GHOULs all came from their humble ABODE/to get a jolt from my electrode/They did the Mash/They did the Monster Mash." 


At least the Bot really liked my game.


WordleBot

Skill 99/99

Luck 51/99

Streak 13

Manga Dreams

 Wordle 777 4/6*


Manga Dreams


I have a photo of my middle daughter wearing a Sailor Moon hoodie. She and her older sister were big into MANGA and ANIME during their teen years. When I had the choices down to ANIME and ANODE, I wanted the fantasy world to win out over the electrode. I said to myself, "Surely the editor would pick the fun, creative, imaginative word over the boring one." The only song I can think of mentioning anything like an ANODE is "Monster Mash" by Bobby "Boris" Pickett, which happened to be the 1st single I owned. Somehow I still have it.


⬛⬛🟨⬛🟩 STARE 96/60/46

🟩🟩⬛⬛🟩 ANGLE 99/76/2

🟩🟩⬛⬛🟩 ANIME 99/18/1

🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 ANODE 99/-/🏌‍♀️


"The GHOULs all came from their humble ABODE/to get a jolt from my electrode/They did the Mash/They did the Monster Mash." 


At least the Bot really liked my game.


WordleBot

Skill 99/99

Luck 51/99

Streak 

Saturday, August 5, 2023

Let the music play on

 Wordle 776 2/6*

"Well, my friends, the time has come

To raise the roof and have some fun

Throw away the work to be done

Let the music play on... 🎶 ("All night long" Lionel Ritchie)

⬛🟨🟩🟩⬛ STARE 96/94/4

🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 CHART 99/87/🦅

Yay, I got my 2nd consecutive 🦅.

But, that's not what I'm celebrating by staying up past midnight to Wordle. When I posted yesterday, I was awaiting results of a medical test to determine if I had a dreaded illness. In the afternoon I got good news- no death sentence! That puts things in perspective, doesn't it? My luck score today is 💯. 

May your luck equal mine! ❤️🍀❤️🍀❤️

WordleBot

Skill 99/99

Luck 91/99

Streak 12




Wednesday, August 2, 2023

Waiting for the results

I had the CT scan this morning at the Baton Rouge Clinic. I had to drink two bottles labeled "Creamy Vanilla Smoothie" which weren't difficult to put away. The technician ran an IV to send ink into my bloodstream and the actual scan only took a few minutes. Before the scan, I looked at the results of the repeat blood work and noted a spike in the lipase enzyme. That can't be a good sign. But we'll see. I'm ready for whatever the scan shows.

Tuesday, August 1, 2023

Alarming symptoms.

About 2 weeks ago I got on a scale at home and saw I only weighed 170 pounds. My recent weight has been in the 180-190 range. I decided to see MY PCP, Dr. Waguespack right away. He thought I might have lost the weight while Mary Lou recently was in Greece and Turkey with Jenny for 3 weeks. He told me to start eating more to see if I can recover the weight and ordered a number of blood tests. Lipase, a pancreatic digestive enzyme was slightly elevated.

 At the same time I realized I'd lost down to my high school weight or lower, I also noticed a slight sensation in my lower left abdomen. It isn't really painful but it's a continuous dull sensation like a warning light on your car's dashboard that you see whenever you drive. Between all these symptoms, I decided to go back to the doctor. I saw him today and he ordered a CT scan of my abdomen for tomorrow. This should show whether or not I've got a serious problem. Pancreatic cancer, which killed my father at age 89, is the worst case scenario. I'm grateful he ordered it to end the uncertainty and, hopefully, catch anything serious early.

Thursday, July 13, 2023

Happy Birthday to Me! 🎂

Wordle 754 3/6*

First of all, I kept my streak alive at 💯💯💯‼️ My first GUESS 🎲 is always STARE 👀 and today it was LUCKY 🍀 (Eliminating PU I only had 5 words to consider.) Imagine the synchronicity had my starter been the solution! OK, so the Bot 🤖 was even luckier, jumping from SLATE to BARGE 🎱 ⁉️ but I choose to be HAPPY 🌞 rather than PISTE 🤬 (Pardonnez mon français, s'il vous plaît). 

Best Wishes to all you Wordlers!

❤️🎤⬇️❤️


⬛⬛🟨🟨🟩 STARE 96/90/8 (5)
⬛🟩🟩🟩🟩 LARGE 99/56/1
🟩🟩🟩🟩🟩 BARGE 99/🐦

WordleBot
Skill 99/99
Luck 73/99

Wednesday, June 21, 2023

My Wordle system does its thing

Mary Lou left a week ago to meet Jenny in Athens, Greece at the beginning of a 3-week tour. They'll be gone two more weeks during which I'm about aa free as a person can be. In the past I might have seen it as a chance to go on some secret adventure. Now, I'm content to relax at home. The extreme heat and humidity deters me from spending time outdoors. 

This morning, I beat the Wordle Bot 3-4. The solution was CRANE. My first guess  STARE, left 8 possible answers, because 6 possible solutions had previously been eliminated. I guessed GRAPE, taking out 4 words starting with G and leaving 4 options. I chose CRANE as the most common of the 4. The Bot, however, guessed LEAST, then CRAVE CRAZE, both of which were previous solutions. I would have thought it would go with CRANE second, winning 3-2 but it's algorithm must have determined CRAVE and CRAZE were more likely. My system won the round!

My dream life is very active. The UGA campus is often the setting for my dreams. This morning I was trying to get Jenny, Lauren and Mark to pick me up from a class at a downtown UGA building. I went down some stairs and exited onto the street. I walked around the side through an alley after deciding it probably was safe. I had two cell phones. I used an old model to call Jenny after remembering her number is 202-4554. Somehow I ended up sitting in the back seat of a female stranger's car talking on the phone. The woman started driving and I realized I shouldn't be in her car. I asked her to let me out but she kept going. I was worried she was taking me to the police. "I can get out here," I said. She finally let me out as I said, "I can give you some cash. Is $20 OK?

I recall some fragments from the past few days: abducting a baby tiger, Mary Lou backing into a ditch causing the car to flip trapping us underneath, alternately watching and being in a strange movie about spies and an alien spacecraft. I enjoy having curious dreams.

Saturday, June 17, 2023

How the B-52s first played together at my parents' hoiuse

I've told this story many times, possibly somewhere in this blog. I was interviewed last year for a documentary about the B-52s commissioned by the band. My friend Bill King asked me to relate it for a book he's writing. Here it is:

In 1976 I had stopped playing guitar in bands and re-enrolled at UGA as a Psychology major. My friend circle was a loose group of eccentric characters including Jeremy Ayers, Ricky Wilson, Keith Strickland, Kate Pierson, Robert Waldrop, and Rick “the Printer” Hawkins. I had an apartment near campus and rode a bicycle for transportation. I had a job as a ticket agent at the Southeastern Stages bus station on Broad Street. The manager and bookkeeper were Keith’s parent, Julian and Jo Strickland. 

Sometime in the Fall I had nearly completed my degree and was in the process of applying for graduate school in Clinical Psychology. My parents had gone out of town and I had access to the family home at 275 Milledge Terrace and one of their cars. One evening, I had gotten together with Kate, Keith, Ricky and Cindy Wilson and Fred Schneider and we decided to go to Hunan’s Chinese restaurant and have some tropical drinks, Mai Tais, Pina Coladas and a Flaming Volcano, a house specialty. 

Afterwards, we were in good spirits and we returned to my folks’ house. One of the group suggested going to the basement and jamming on some musical instruments I had left over from my band days. I wasn’t up for it, having set my course in a new direction but I was happy for the others to have fun jamming. They went downstairs and I retired to the little study where my Dad had an old Royal typewriter I used to type papers for my classes. I was working on grad school applications while they played around with my gear. A short while later I heard some intriguing sounds coming up from the basement- a nasty rock groove on guitar, conga drum rhythm and Fred chanting “Buzz buzz buzz buzz buzz buzz buzz buzz- KILLER BEES!” accompanied by falsetto whoops from the ladies. They sounded quite good and I smiled at the combination of rock music and clever satirical humorous lyrics. 

 The music had the basic elements of the future B-52s iconic songs. This random occurrence led to the five friends deciding to form a band and begin practicing and developing their early repertoire. I went to some of their practices and was impressed by how quickly they were progressing. I particularly remember “Devil’s in my car” as a favorite of mine. Meanwhile, I was accepted into the PhD Clinical Psychology program at West Virginia University where I started in August 1977 the week Elvis Pressley died.

Monday, June 12, 2023

A week with Lauren

Lauren invited me to visit for the past week as she closed on a lovely 1905 house on Meade Street in Pittsburgh. Mark was at home in Davenport, Iowa so I was the only person staying with Lauren in her rental house on South Euclid this week.

I have had occasional visits with Lauren since she moved from Baton Rouge to Davenport quite a few years ago, and none where it was just the two of us. Mary Lou and I have been to Yosemite, Italy, France and Africa with Lauren and Mark. These were all memorable experiences. I spent 5 days in Pittsburgh with them about a year ago, during two of which I suffered from incapacitating food poisoning. 

Jenny was with Lauren just before I arrived. Jenny has a business event in Greece after which she will be joined by Mary Lou in a few days. They will tour Greece and Turkey for three weeks, quite a long time for ML to be away from me, Maureen and the grandchildren. 

Jenny and Lauren are cat people. Jenny left Manchan (Manny), her beautiful gray British short-haired cat, for Lauren to board during the Greek excursion. Lauren's cat, Bert, is Manny's twin brother. The two of are almost identical and are very photogenic. Their fur is luxuriant, extremely thick and soft. I like to take photos of the cats with my Samsung Galaxy and share them with Jenny and Lauren, who never tire of viewing them. To be honest, neither do I. 

Manny has visited us with Jenny several times and I've taken care of him at least twice when she was traveling. Manny clearly is attached to me. He sleeps in my bed when Jenny is gone and allows me to cuddle him pretty much any time. Jenny misses him and greatly appreciated the photos I took and sent to her each day. 

The week in Pittsburgh with Lauren was very special and meaningful. I toured the new old house, went to the closing and celebrated afterwards with some of her close friends. We went to the Warhol Museum where a Velvet Underground with Nick exhibition was in progress. We had breakfast at Square, coffee at Redstart and steak at Gaucho. I watered the many plants in and outside her rental house. 




Sunday, June 4, 2023

Wordle

I've played Wordle over 500 times. To win a daily game, the player must identify an unknown five-letter word in 6 or fewer guesses. After each guess, Wordle uses color to reveal which if any letters of a guess are present in the solution correctly positioned (green), present but not is the correct position (yellow) and which are not in the solution at all (black).

I keep detailed records of my wins (currently 500/507 games or 98.6%), the number of guesses made for each game (1-6 to solve and 7 if unsolved after 6 tries) and the results of direct competition with the NYT Wordle Bot (W 69, L 83 T 102 since beginning to compare). 

Over time, I've developed an elaborate system of play that has resulted in significant improvement in my performance. I always begin with STARE, a good starting word but not among the highest rated according to the Bot which gives it a 95 skill rating out of 99. The Bot always starts with LEAST, a 99 skill rated word. I chose STARE because the highest number of possible words start with S, a large number end in E and A, R and T are very common letters, as well. Over all 507 games, I've failed to solve 7 times; but, my current streak of solving the game in 6 or less is 261 straight.  

The Bot works from a dictionary of over 3,000 five-letter words. After each unsuccessful guess, the Bot culls all the words that are no longer possible in light of the information gained from a wrong guess. It divides the remaining possible words into groups based on shared patterns of letters. According to the Bot, "On average, more and smaller groups mean faster solving." It then uses an algorithm to select the next guess based on its estimate of statistical probability and how many possible words it expects to eliminate. 

In my head to head experience (254 games), the Bot solved Wordle in an average of 3.56 guesses. My head to head average over those games is 3.66. On average, the Bot requires 10 less guesses than me every 100 games (366 to 356).

My method also involves starting with a dictionary of possible five-letter answers. The Bot's analysis of each game includes a listing of every word it considered after the first guess. Checking these lists for words I didn't have on my lists has been very helpful in expanding my dictionary. I've broken my dictionary down into a set of alphabetized lists based on what I learn from my first guess, STARE. For example, I have a list of words that have no letters in common with STARE (e.g., BLOCK). When I find after my first guess the solution has no letter in common with STARE, I choose a word from the "No letters in common with STARE" list for my second guess. With each wrong guess, just as the Bot does, I use the information gained to eliminate more words from the list, reducing the number of possible solutions. Other lists contains all words ending in E, all words with A in position 3 that don't contain STRE and so on. Currently, I have 12 mutually exclusive lists.

My method is an informal version of the Bot's algorithm. The Bot has a major advantage in that its list is more comprehensive. My lists don't always contain the solution because I've failed to include all possible 5 letter English words. When that's the case, I eliminate all the words on my list without solving the game. I then have to figure out what other word or words are possible solutions. In a recent example, the scenario emerging after 4 guesses was

     _ U _ I _ D. 

The solution, HUMID, wasn't in my dictionary, resulting in me losing to the Bot 5 guesses to 3. However, the most common outcome in the competition  (22%) is a 3 to 3 tie. Second most common (16%) is me winning 3 guesses to 4 followed by me losing 4 to 3 (15%) and a 4-4 tie (14%).  Additionally, twice the Bot has failed in our 254 mutual games to find the correct word with 6 guesses. During this stretch, I've solved it each time in 6 or less. 

I do have one big advantage over the Bot. Wordle never uses the same solution twice. To account for this, I keep an alphabetized note with every past Wordle solution. (currently 715 words).  Each day, I delete the solution from my lists and add it to the eliminated words list. Thus, I never guess a previous solution word. Every word I guess might be the solution. The Bot, however, doesn't take past solutions into account and frequently makes guesses I've eliminated that can't possibly be correct. I've had games where I "beat the Bot" because it made several guesses I'd already eliminated. 

I have a second, perhaps smaller, advantage. The Bot can't make a subjective judgment as to which of several possible solutions is more likely. The solution to today's Wordle was HATER. After one guess, I knew the solution contained TARE but not S. My second guess was LATER, then WATER followed by RATER. In the Bot's analysis of my game, it suggested a better guess for turns 3 and 4 was EATER. My subjective judgment was that EATER was less likely than the other two I guessed. When was the last time you used or encountered the word "eater" in a sentence? Maybe "meat eater?" I solved the game on my fifth guess. The Bot solved it in 6 after guessing TATER and EATER and a previous solution, CATER.

A few games back, guessing STARE resulted in R being eliminated, A being in the correct position (3) and STE being present but out of position. This left only 3 possible answers, BEAST, LEAST and YEAST. FEAST was ruled out as a previous solution.

I immediately guessed LEAST in case the Bot solved the game on the first guess. It was wrong so I guessed BEAST next which was correct. The Bot, however guessed BEAST second, defeating me 2 guesses to 3, despite it not having ruled out FEAST. That was OK with me since 3 guesses lowers my average number slightly. The next time this scenario comes up. I'll guess LEAST followed if necessary by YEAST while I expect the Bot to go with BEAST again if LEAST isn't the solution, even after I've eliminates it as a possible solution. 

As time goes by and my dictionary gets smaller, I expect my advantage to allow me to beat the Bot more often and close the gap between our average number of guesses. Even now, my average result is only 0.1 guess more and I tie or beat the Bot two thirds of the time. Stay tuned.

Thursday, June 1, 2023

Jungian dream analysis

When I was in my early 20s attending college and playing in the Zambo Flirts, I happened across a paperback copy of Man and his Symbols at the UGA Bookstore. It was a pivotal moment in my life that triggered my interest in the field of psychology and led eventually to my long career as a therapist.  Within a few months I had read The Portable Jung edited by Joseph Campbell and started in on the Collected Works in English translation. I taught myself Jungian dream interpretation and became adept at analyzing my friends' and my own dreams in Jungian terms. 

All of this came back to me this morning when I awoke with a perplexing dream. I was having an argument with Mary Lou who had stayed out all night. We were in a hotel room, perhaps attending a conference. Some of our children were wirh us- we were much younger than now, maybe in our 30s or 40s. I confronted her about staying out. Her attitude was haughty and defiant. She admitted she had been having sex with another man. I kept grilling her with questions and she unashamedly told me the man's name. She intended to divorce me. I was stunned and hurt but not entirely displeased. I started thinking about what would happen and what I needed to do. I tried to look up the man using my cellphone but I couldn't type accurately because the phone didn't work prooerly.

On its surface, the story line depicts the complete opposite of reality. My relationship with Mary Lou is very positive and she is highly appreciative of me. With the stress of Jane's recent death and Maureen's dependence of her for help with childcare, Mary Lou leans on me heavily for emotional support. The dream is also out of line with our personal history. Reversing roles would be more consistent with long past periods of conflict. 

A basic principle of Jungian theory is all the characters and objects in a dream represent aspects of the dreamer just as every element of a story reflect aspects of the storyteller. This concept provides a way to circumvent resistance to awareness of disowned (ego dystonic)/repressed personality traits. I'm short, I am both myself and Mary Lou.

Looked at in this way, Owen in the dream is my more rational masculine dimension whereas ML would be my more emotional and passionate femine self. I recognize this internal conflict easily. Divorce viewed psychologically is the futile attempt to split the psyche. The goal of Jungian therapy is the reconciliation of seemingly opposite inner selves. Imagining a dialog between the two forces is a standard technique for achieving inner peace and wholeness. I will give it a try.

Thursday, May 25, 2023

My new mantra: Is this good use of my time?

 List of good uses of time

-Supporting and amplifying pro-Ukrainian voices on Twitter

-Walking for exercise

-Doing pushups daily

Taking care of the yard

-Practicing my songs

-Organizing my archives

-Improving my recordings of original songs (especially vocals)

-Watching BBC shows with Mary Lou

-Supporting and entertaining friends on Facebook and Instagram

-Keeping up with sports on the Athletic

-Revising my novel

-Playing at Henry Turner Jr's Listening Room

-Helping family members in various ways

Thought: I make good use of my time but the balance needs improvement (less time on my phone, more time on other goals/activities)

Wednesday, May 24, 2023

Who would have thought freedom would be a problem?

Yet, here I am, retired almost 4 years with almost no set responsibilities, and I find myself feeling anxious about what to do with my freedom and whether I'm using it wisely. "The clock is ticking and it all counts," I've said many times. But I realize there's no right and wrong answer, as long as I'm not doing harm to myself or others. The wise goal is to nurture myself and others and to take care of business in my own little world of safety and comfort. Looked at from that angle, I see room for improvement, particularly in getting more exercise, spending less time staring at my phone, and putting my archives and recordings of my music into order. I think about those goals every day. Perhaps I can do more of it starting now.

Tuesday, May 23, 2023

I have made a big decision (Lou Reed)

For months I've been telling myself I need to get the studio and all the family archives into order. Today, I looked around at the clutter and thought about where to start.  My eyes fell on two boxes containing old typed drafts of Double-take. I decided to throw most of it, maybe 1000 pages, into the recycling bin. I kept my final draft (October 2006) and two of my earliest ones from January and February 2005.

Friday, May 19, 2023

Laura McMullen

A few days after Jane died, I received the not unexpected news Laura had passed from this life. Like Jane, Laura developed colon cancer that proved incurable. I have to think neither of them followed standard medical recommendations to have preventive colonoscopies. In any case, both ended their lives in hospice. Laura took better care of herself and remained lucid until the end. I exchanged meaningful messages with Laura in her final months and let her know how much our friendship meant to me. She appreciated my original music and my mind perhaps more than any of my close friends. She faced death bravely with peace and acceptance. I will miss her dearly.

Saturday, May 13, 2023

Peace

I received the call from the Butterfly Wing hospice that Jane died there this evening. When I visited her this morning she was sleeping peacefully. I didn't want to disturb her sleep so I placed a vase of flowers I'd brought next to her bed. The vase was from my mother's Candlewick collection. Tomorrow is Mother's Day.

Friday, May 12, 2023

Stressful times

As of Friday morning, Jane is still alive. As for me, I'm emotionally drained having spent all day Monday through Thursday visiting Jane, conferring with and providing emotional support to family members, taking care of her two cats and composing an objective timeline of the events starting with arriving at the ER. I was too tired to play music at Henry Turner Jr's Room last night. This morning I finally had time to be at home with no pressing responsibilities. I plan to visit her this afternoon. I think her time is near.

Wednesday, May 10, 2023

Jane

Jane has been moved to the Butterfly Center hospice unit. I'm with her now. Jane seems sleepy or sedated today. She was a little responsive to me but didn't try to talk much. She seems comfortable with the pain medication they're giving her. Kayte spoke to her over my cellphone which was very touching. Per her Living Will, Jane isn't being fed; so, she isn't likely to live much longer. No one would want to live in her miserable condition. 

Monday, May 8, 2023

Jane Kelley

Jane was diagnosed with advanced colon cancer several months ago. She has been undergoing chemotherapy but had much difficulty and was ambivalent about continuing. 

Today, she passed out at the oncology center and stopped breathing for an uncertain period of time. EMTs were summoned who performed CPR and brought her to the BRG ER where she was put on a ventilator despite having a DNR document on file. Mary Lou and I came to the ER and spent 2 hours being with Jane and consulting the sisters and Jim Ken. The consensus is to turn off the ventilator, in keeping with her wishes, and see if she continues breathing on her own. Or not. Mary Lou felt unable to be present when this happens, so I am the only family member present. This is for the best and I'm prepared for either way it goes. I was with my Mom when she died and I'm glad I was. 

The ventilator was removed an hour or so and Jane continued breathing on her own. She's still hanging on but the medical staff doesn't think she'll make it. They also said she could go on like this for many hours; so, we'll see.

Monday, March 13, 2023

Massage to my Social Media friends

I'm just fully over a very mild covid infection I acquired on the trip to Denmark. I thought it was a minor sinus infection (which I'm prone to) but I tested positive when I got home. I give the credit for my easy case to the 5 vaccine shots I've had and a course of paxlovid antiviral medication. I hope all of you have taken advantage of the amazing vaccines we in the USA are so fortunate to have. If you get symptoms, call your doctor and get tested right away! And have a great day!

Thursday, March 9, 2023

From Denmark to COVID

I arrived in Copenhagen on Friday morning, March 3, exhausted. I spent the day in our room at Hotel 71 Nyhavn waiting for Jenny. We went to sleep early on preparation for 4 cold days of touring palaces, castles, churches and museums involving lots of walking and train rides. On Sunday or Monday, I began to have symptoms consistent with a sinus infection. I flew home on Wednesday and did a covid self test this morning (Thursday, March 9). It was positive. Mary Lou left to visit Jenny in New York. I drove her to the airport at 5 am before I took the test. Cody picked me up in New Orleans last night, so I also exposed him to the virus. My own case has been mild. My sx haven't progressed and I feel pretty good. I conferred with Dr. Waguespack today and was prescribed Paxlovid. I should be ok. 

Tuesday, March 7, 2023

Civilization

(Old draft I never completed(.

Certain events and circumstances in the USA and globally, in particular but not limited to the destructive path of the GOP and Putin's invasion of Ukraine, are quite distressing to me (and to millions of others). They raise questions in my mind of why our species hasn't done better in securing peace and prosperity for all of us. Our well known capacity for narcissism, violence, and dysfunctional ideology has proven resilient despite widespread endorsement of religious and philosophical systems urging us to practice love and compassion with one another. 

At age 70, I've accepted I won't live to see us achieve an enlightened global society. How sad this makes me. I've found myself needing to reassure myself civilization isn't a mistake and a failure. These concerns are embedded in those timeless questions about our place in the universe. 

Where am I with all of this? Here are some thoughts. 

1) We're part of nature, that is, the totality of the knowable universe. That totality is vast, magnificent and mysterious. No manifestation of matter and energy is permanent- everything is dynamic and transient. The universe doesn't resolve around our species; We are a tiny and transient phenomenon that isn't heading toward a teleological goal. Nietzsche captured this in the opening words of his early essay "On truth and lie in an extra-moral sense." 

Or, as I wrote, "In the great scheme of things/no one counts for much/Like seasons on the wind/we come and we go." (from my song "Love's fool").

2. Our species as a whole is intelligent and creative. Over a few thousand years, we've accomplished much. Civilization has produced great benefits for many of us. Our scientific and technological achievements are astonishing with no sign of letting up. We have the capacity to solve every human problem and to achieve universal peace, justice, and prosperity. However, we're not required to do this although one might think Darwinian forces would favor it.

3. My personal situation is close to ideal. I've enjoyed health, success, security, and numerous wonderful experiences. I'm grateful and humbled and my happiness seems unfair in comparison to what unfolds with most other humans. 

4. I was brought up as a Christian in the Methodist Church. The teachings took root and have remained a powerful force in my thoughts, emotions, and actions. I don't believe in traditional Christian dogma but I admire the Biblical Jesus and try to follow his moral and spiritual teachings. I can't conceive of the universe coming into existence without a transcendent agency making it happen. 

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Thursday, March 2, 2023

Off to Denmark

Waiting at MSY for the first leg of my journey to Copenhagen. I'm flying first class, having promised myself after our Africa trip I would do so if ever I fly across an ocean. I'm meeting Jenny who invited me to join her after her company meeting in London. How fortunate I am to be doing this. 

If all goes well, I'll arrive in Denmark by way of Detroit and Amsterdam at 9 am, local time tomorrow. We'll stay 5 days before returning next Wednesday. Copenhagen wouldn't have been my first choice for my next international adventure but I couldn't say "No" to time spent with Jenny. 

Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Dream

The setting was a social get-together among old friends from Athens. I was sitting between two of my closest female friends, Laura McMullen Margeson on my left and Dayle Freeman Burns on my right. I had my arm around Laura's waist and was resting my head on Dayle. I thought they might be uncomfortable due to the ambiguity of the signals I was sending but neither one showed negative emotions. I saw a friend who odfly had taken on the exact appearance of a young Rusty Carter, Laura's soul mate who died in a plane crash shortly after high school. As the group was breaking up, I remarked to Roy Bell,  "This may be the last time we see all these people."

In reality, Laura has a recurrence of colon cancer that's probably terminal. 

Wednesday, February 1, 2023

Remembering Ort

I'm Owen Scott, an Athens old-timer. I was invited by David Finkel to make a video about my long friendship with Ort. I met him back around 1966 when he was Billy Carlton, or to his close friends BC, a friend of my older sister, who hung out at our house regularly. Back then had short hair and a clean shave as did all boys at Athens High School at that time, but his uniquely eccentric personality, Top 40 DJ voice and obscure obsessions were the same as the Ort you later came to know and love. Early on he found out I have 3 first names, William Owen Nixon. From then on, when Ort came over, his loud greeting to me was "He's the one who's really hot, William Owen Nixon Scott!" This still makes me smile. Of course, he meant hot in the old sense of a hot new single hitting the charts. As an aspiring rock musician, I got a kick out of his whimsical endorsement. 

Ort loved to rattle off the designations and locations of tiny radio stations in the middle of nowhere, of which he apparently knew every one in the entire USA. His knowledge of virtually unknown records and artists was similarly encyclopedic and he was especially fond of novelty bands and their crazy singles such as Transfusion by Nervous Norvus (except generally less well known and successful than that wild classic). 

Ort graduated high school ahead of me during which time I was gravitating toward the countercultural art and music scene centered around Jim Herbert's house on Dearing Street. I didn't see Ort regularly but the connection we'd made when I was a middle school kid endured through the years as I grew up and left Athens to become a psychologist. I would drop by Ort's Oldies when I was in town visiting family and friends and I recall letting him have the pick of my 1960s and early 70s vinyl records that included many well worn classics in their original sleeves and covers. I knew they would be cared for with love as they well deserved. 

Many of you had closer associations with Ort over the 50 years or so since I moved away but the strength of our friendship was always evident whenever we met. I posted a photo on my Facebook page of Ort posing with one of my adult daughters during a chance encounter at Trappeze ten years ago. They both were connoisseurs of craft beers and the photo captures a warmth of connection that I will always cherish. 

To me. Ort was at heart a marvelous entertainer, the DJ of a nonstop radio show that only ended with his passing into the mystic. Thanks for the opportunity to honor Ort's memory. He'll always live on in our hearts.